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A poem

Strawberries
& Cream

Häagen-Dazs · Singapore · 2026

I did not ask

to be political.

I was made for other things—

the back of a freezer,

a silver spoon,

a quiet afternoon.

—

But first, the speech.

I waited in the cooler

through all of it—

the credentials,

the gratitude,

the vision for the community,

the applause that was also

a kind of queue.

Then the actual queue.

People had organised this.

Vests. Lanyards. Clipboards.

A system

for the distribution

of happiness.

—

She holds me out.

They take me.

They know what this is.

They have always known

what this is.

They stood in the queue anyway

because I am cold

and it is Saturday

and the speech is finally over

and I am

the only honest thing

that happened today—

no credentials,

no vision,

no QR code.

Just sweet.

Just cold.

Just this.

—

For a moment

her smile and their smiles

are the same smile.

I did that.

Not the card.

Not the speech.

Not the lanyards.

Me.

—

I am eaten quickly.

I am always eaten quickly.

And when I am gone

so is the moment—

she is the card again,

they are strangers again,

and somewhere in a landfill

the card that summoned me

is still explaining

why she deserved

to hand me out.

Author's Notes
I. The Spark

The poem started with a card. Cheerful, well-designed — the kind meant to make you stop and smile on a weekend morning. Free Häagen-Dazs. Come. Take. Enjoy.

But next to the ice cream was a name. And beneath the name, in small print, were titles. Several of them.

Nobody in the queue was thinking about the titles. They were thinking about the ice cream. That gap is where the poem lives.

II. The Real Reason

This is not about a politician.

It is about my son.

I can already see it in him — the shape of someone capable and reliable, the kind of person the world naturally piles things onto. And I know what the world does with people like that. It gives them titles. It lines up for what they can provide and calls that love.

What breaks my heart is not the burden. It is what I am afraid he might learn — that being needed is the closest thing to being loved, that care has to be earned through usefulness.

I wrote this so that something exists in the world to tell him, before I'm too late in saying it:

You don't have to earn it.