Slop
Author's Note

Slop

"Slop" began with a question about the moment before you know what a gesture means — before you can tell whether something was made for you, or merely made to resemble something made for you.

The title borrows from a very current anxiety: "AI slop," the term now used for content that is mass-produced, low-effort, and dressed up as though it were made with intention or care. I became interested in the possibility that the anxiety itself is older than the word. Long before generated images, a person could receive a gift and wonder the same thing: was this chosen for me, or was it simply convenient? Is this care, or the appearance of care?

That is why the bouquet in the poem remains deliberately inconclusive. The flowers might have been chosen thoughtfully. They might have been cheap, convenient, already dying. Nothing she can observe can quite settle the question. The evidence is always compatible with another explanation.

The poem therefore refuses to deliver a verdict. She never learns whether the flowers were chosen with care or gathered in haste, and neither does the reader. What she can know is what she does next: she finds a glass, fills it with water, and puts the flowers in.

Not authenticity exactly, but the difficulty of verifying it — and the possibility of choosing tenderness even when the tenderness offered to you may have been imperfect, impersonal, or absent.

The water is not a resolution. It does not prove that the gift was sincere. It is simply the one thing in the poem that does not require interpretation.